So.... This year's playoffs has been pretty crazy in my opinion. The Grizzlies beating the Spurs, the Hawks beating the Magic and so on and so forth. Pretty disappointing how Chi-Town weren't able to beat the Heat, but I guess props to them. Even if I do hate them because of the fact that:
A large number of their fans are a bunch of bandwagoning, superstar cock-sucking bitches
The fans are annoying and cocky as fuck with their shit talking
Chris Bosh (little soft bitch, and an overrated one too, number #1 PF during free agency my ASS)
LeBron (hate how he's the best, you gotta hate the best unless you're a glory/superstar seeking son of a bitch, but a 'respectful' hate, if that makes sense).
Hope the Mavericks not just win it all, but SWEEP THE HEAT. I wouldn't want to miss the reaction of the Heat supporters. Plus, Dirk deserves it. It's redemption for him after what happened in 06'. LeBron can't exactly redeem himself because:
They're not playing the Spurs
He's moved teams
Dirk on the other hand, has stayed loyal. So much respect for that guy. Playing like such a fucking BEAST. Plus, he deserves it. I cannot emphasise that point enough.
Meanwhile, Scottie Pippen, who is/was my favourite all time player, said something across the lines of "MJ is PROBABLY the greatest scorer, LeBron may be the greatest player"?!?!?!?!? Honestly?
MJ played in a WAY tougher era of basketball than LeBron. I don't even want to go to the nitty-gritty of this part of the argument, as it would take too much of my precious time.
Plus, LeBron gets pampered with the officiating via superstar treatment. And he's never won a Defensive Player of The Year award (yet?). Plus, you can't say that MJ didn't make the players around him better, I mean, who was the one that took you under his wing Mr. Pippen? And since he was such a good mentor, he didn't even have to take care of the playmaking because you became so awesome at it!
Also as I said before, MJ had WAY more competition than LeBron has right now. AND THE ERAS THEY PLAYED IN, how can you not take that into account Scottie??!??!?!?!?!? Ugggggh whatever.
Anyways, I can't really make a prediction on who will win the Finals, but I will say this: It's gonna be intense.
And GO MAVS FUUUUUUUUAAAAAAARRRRRRRKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Jay-Z is a fucking legend.
"I got 99 problems, but a bitch ain't one". That has GOT to be one of the best lines I've ever heard. So true too. From now on, I won't let bitches (okay, GIRLS) get to me. New way of approaching life FTW.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
"Estranged" Friends.
Does anyone else have those friends who they used to talk to SOOOOOO much, but then all of a sudden it just stops? I've had too many of those.
Sometimes I blame myself for that. But I don't know about everyone else, but I'm not exactly one to strike up conversation when I feel stressed, pissed off or down.
What REALLY pisses me off though, is that I've told those people (who shall remain nameless) why "we" haven't talked in a while. And by "we", I'm implying that I'm the one who really does all of the talking (starting conversations etc). I get annoyed having to start conversations all the time because I get the impression that maybe they don't want to talk to me, or maybe they find me annoying (and if they do, they should really be upfront about it because I'd rather not waste either person's time).
And what REALLY REALLY pisses me off is that even though I've mentioned the reason why "we" haven't talked in a while, I STILL find myself having to be the one to start the conversation. But not this time. No more. I'm not putting up with this shit again.
If any of you ever really gave a fuck, you would have done something about it. But if you never actually gave a fuck in the first place, you could at least have told me instead of being a sly, deceiving little snake about it.
Sometimes I blame myself for that. But I don't know about everyone else, but I'm not exactly one to strike up conversation when I feel stressed, pissed off or down.
What REALLY pisses me off though, is that I've told those people (who shall remain nameless) why "we" haven't talked in a while. And by "we", I'm implying that I'm the one who really does all of the talking (starting conversations etc). I get annoyed having to start conversations all the time because I get the impression that maybe they don't want to talk to me, or maybe they find me annoying (and if they do, they should really be upfront about it because I'd rather not waste either person's time).
And what REALLY REALLY pisses me off is that even though I've mentioned the reason why "we" haven't talked in a while, I STILL find myself having to be the one to start the conversation. But not this time. No more. I'm not putting up with this shit again.
If any of you ever really gave a fuck, you would have done something about it. But if you never actually gave a fuck in the first place, you could at least have told me instead of being a sly, deceiving little snake about it.
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Paranoid State Of Mind.
Being me is not easy. I'm not implying that I'm some sort of big-shot, busy, big-name person. Rather, I'm implying that everyday I have to face and fight mentally-challenging battles that have been or are currently affecting me. Those battles that have affected me happened about a good 10-ish months ago but even up to this day, I STILL think about them non-stop. I'm not sure whether what I went through was THAT mentally crippling/traumatising. Maybe I'm just a weak piece of shit. And me just calling myself a weak piece of shit proves my point. Pessimism is a trait that I seem to have picked up very easily... Now, I have to be dealing with new crap on top of my old crap. Sounds pretty dandy doesn't it?
I hate the way my mind thinks. I'm always constantly paranoid and worried about the worst-case scenario, and after I've thought up of the worst thing that could happen, I replay it so often in my head I almost convince myself that it WILL happen. But does it always happen? I'm not too sure, I don't keep track. However, I will tell you this: I have THE WORST LUCK in the world. Almost everything I hope or don't want to happen, usually does. If not, then something I thought would NEVER happen, happens. I guess that explains why I don't ever really think positive. Not thinking positive however, does make me sound emo. Whatever, I don't look for approval from the vast majority of people. I'm not some stupid insecure sheep.
Another issue that I have with the way I think, is that I always tend to second-guess or be skeptical of what some people think of me, the ones whose opinions I actually care about. I always have these endless barrage of questions in my head like "Do they actually like me, or are they just being nice? Am I annoying to them, or am I annoying them by asking them if I annoy them?", and the list GOES ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON.
Paranoia leads to pessimism, pessimism leads to stress, stress can lead to depression and depression can lead to all sorts of other bad things. Moral of the story: don't be paranoid.
Or rather:
Don't be me.
I hate the way my mind thinks. I'm always constantly paranoid and worried about the worst-case scenario, and after I've thought up of the worst thing that could happen, I replay it so often in my head I almost convince myself that it WILL happen. But does it always happen? I'm not too sure, I don't keep track. However, I will tell you this: I have THE WORST LUCK in the world. Almost everything I hope or don't want to happen, usually does. If not, then something I thought would NEVER happen, happens. I guess that explains why I don't ever really think positive. Not thinking positive however, does make me sound emo. Whatever, I don't look for approval from the vast majority of people. I'm not some stupid insecure sheep.
Another issue that I have with the way I think, is that I always tend to second-guess or be skeptical of what some people think of me, the ones whose opinions I actually care about. I always have these endless barrage of questions in my head like "Do they actually like me, or are they just being nice? Am I annoying to them, or am I annoying them by asking them if I annoy them?", and the list GOES ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON.
Paranoia leads to pessimism, pessimism leads to stress, stress can lead to depression and depression can lead to all sorts of other bad things. Moral of the story: don't be paranoid.
Or rather:
Don't be me.
Monday, April 18, 2011
One Of, If Not, THE Shittiest Day Of My Life.
Fuck the NBA Playoffs, I got other shit to worry about.
So today was my birthday. Wasn't exactly super excited or anything for it, because first of all, it was on a school day. Second of all, I knew I was probably not gonna get any presents, therefore making me not really look forward to it at all.
Thank you to everyone who wished me happy birthday today, whether it was in school or over Facebook. But did almost ALL of you have to say "hope you had a good one"? Really? Because I didn't. In fact, it was fucking horrible.
Failed my history assessment, and I barely passed my economics essay. That shit just fucking ruined my day already. But then people started getting my hopes up. "What if your family has something awesome planned for you?!?!??". So then I started thinking more positive. But in the end, I really didn't get anything much.
Mum cooked dinner and baked a cake, which was nice and all, but she usually cooks anyway, and the cake turned out to be really a cake at all, the thing was all soft and broke apart easily, you couldn't even cut it into pieces.
I expected to go out for dinner anyway, but as I said before, we didn't end up doing so. Dad told us that all the restaurants were closed and whatnot, so my birthday dinner was postponed till this Wednesday. Now while I'm grateful for the upcoming dinner and all, but isn't that what almost ALL families do? I mean, taking out their child for their birthday? It's sorta the same thing as getting someone a birthday card for their birthday (which I also didn't end up getting by the way). I hope it's a bloody good dinner.
Then my eldest brother, who really didn't end up getting me anything. He recently got a job (and it doesn't pay too bad either). I mean, you can't get me anything? Really? I didn't think he was serious when he said "this is an early birthday present" when he gave me some t-shirts he bought while he was travelling around Asia (and it wasn't any fancy shirt, it was one of those "I <3 (whatever place he went to) shirts).
But then my middle brother. WOW. I don't think he even remembered it was my birthday. Fucking douche. Stupidest thing is, I remembered his AND got him a present as well. Thanks man, REALLY feeling the love.
Yes, I do realize I sound like some spoilt brat. But guess what? IT WAS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY. HOLY SHIT.
I'm contemplating whether or not I should get the rest of my family gifts when it's THEIR birthdays.
But you know what the worse thing is? Getting asked by your friends "did you get heaps of presents?!??!?!?!".
F
F
S
.
So today was my birthday. Wasn't exactly super excited or anything for it, because first of all, it was on a school day. Second of all, I knew I was probably not gonna get any presents, therefore making me not really look forward to it at all.
Thank you to everyone who wished me happy birthday today, whether it was in school or over Facebook. But did almost ALL of you have to say "hope you had a good one"? Really? Because I didn't. In fact, it was fucking horrible.
Failed my history assessment, and I barely passed my economics essay. That shit just fucking ruined my day already. But then people started getting my hopes up. "What if your family has something awesome planned for you?!?!??". So then I started thinking more positive. But in the end, I really didn't get anything much.
Mum cooked dinner and baked a cake, which was nice and all, but she usually cooks anyway, and the cake turned out to be really a cake at all, the thing was all soft and broke apart easily, you couldn't even cut it into pieces.
I expected to go out for dinner anyway, but as I said before, we didn't end up doing so. Dad told us that all the restaurants were closed and whatnot, so my birthday dinner was postponed till this Wednesday. Now while I'm grateful for the upcoming dinner and all, but isn't that what almost ALL families do? I mean, taking out their child for their birthday? It's sorta the same thing as getting someone a birthday card for their birthday (which I also didn't end up getting by the way). I hope it's a bloody good dinner.
Then my eldest brother, who really didn't end up getting me anything. He recently got a job (and it doesn't pay too bad either). I mean, you can't get me anything? Really? I didn't think he was serious when he said "this is an early birthday present" when he gave me some t-shirts he bought while he was travelling around Asia (and it wasn't any fancy shirt, it was one of those "I <3 (whatever place he went to) shirts).
But then my middle brother. WOW. I don't think he even remembered it was my birthday. Fucking douche. Stupidest thing is, I remembered his AND got him a present as well. Thanks man, REALLY feeling the love.
Yes, I do realize I sound like some spoilt brat. But guess what? IT WAS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY. HOLY SHIT.
I'm contemplating whether or not I should get the rest of my family gifts when it's THEIR birthdays.
But you know what the worse thing is? Getting asked by your friends "did you get heaps of presents?!??!?!?!".
F
F
S
.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
NBA PLAYOFFS HAVE STARTED FUUUUUAAAAARKKKKKKK.
YEEEEEEEAAAAAHHHHHH BOIIIIIIIII.
FINALLY. The day all basketball fanatics have been waiting for. Thoughts so far:
Bulls beating Pacers. Expected that, but to find out that the Bulls were TRAILING the whole game, and by double digits? At home? Goddamn! Props to Tyler Hansborough though, he played like a monster. Let's see if he can finally translate his successful Tarheels career into the big league. Carlos Boozer, WAKE THE FUCK UP! We're gonna need you in order to win the championship (yes, I'm supporting the Bulls for the championship, jelly?). But even bigger props to Derrick Rose, MY GOD he's a monster.... And of course Luol Deng, the most underrated player on the Bulls. Guy never gets enough credit.
Hawks beating Magic. WTF? At home as well... I thought it was Hawks vs Magic, not the Heat.... Seriously, Orlando was a two-man team pretty much. Howard DOMINATING, and Nelson picking up some slack when Howard was going cold for a bit. Hawks played like a team though. J squared didn't choke surprisingly! I wanna see J-Smoove step it up though, he's one of my faves :D
Heat beat Sixers. Ehh, not too surprising. Sixers lack a true star player... Iggy just doesn't provide the offensive firepower that is needed. He does do everything else though (Y). Brand got dominated by Bosh... I'm not sure if it's the injuries, the age or just the plain fact that Bosh is a better player, as soft as he is. LeBrick shot like shit, hence the name. 4-14 I think it was... But of course, superstar treatment from the refs equals to a shit load of free throws... Hope the Sixers can cause an upset, although it doesn't seem very likely.
Mavs beat Blazers. Didn't really focus on this game too much. Not a big fan of either team. But a friend of mine told me that Dirk shot 13 free throws (his total in the game) in the 4th quarter ALONE? What the hell is up with that... I shall be supporting the Blazers in this series, LaMarcus Aldridge has earned my respect and so has Nicolas Batum and Wes Matthews. Not to mention the fact that you just can't not love Gerald Wallace :3
Big games tomorrow: Thunder vs Nuggets and Knicks vs Celtics. For the Thunder vs Nuggets series, I honestly couldn't care less who wins, because I love them both! I think OKC got this one though, but I'm never one to underestimate the underdog.
As for Knicks vs Celtics, go Knicks, only because of Amar'e :D. But I already hated the Celtics, so whatever. I'm not sure how this one will exactly go... Have the Knicks figured out a way to get STAT and Melo to work together? GAHHHHH. Hope Amar'e drops some big numbers, it's my birthday tomorrow and it would be an AMAZING present :D
Anyways, that's my thoughts so far, I shall be updating frequently. GO BULLS (and OKC or Nuggets for the West)
FINALLY. The day all basketball fanatics have been waiting for. Thoughts so far:
Bulls beating Pacers. Expected that, but to find out that the Bulls were TRAILING the whole game, and by double digits? At home? Goddamn! Props to Tyler Hansborough though, he played like a monster. Let's see if he can finally translate his successful Tarheels career into the big league. Carlos Boozer, WAKE THE FUCK UP! We're gonna need you in order to win the championship (yes, I'm supporting the Bulls for the championship, jelly?). But even bigger props to Derrick Rose, MY GOD he's a monster.... And of course Luol Deng, the most underrated player on the Bulls. Guy never gets enough credit.
Hawks beating Magic. WTF? At home as well... I thought it was Hawks vs Magic, not the Heat.... Seriously, Orlando was a two-man team pretty much. Howard DOMINATING, and Nelson picking up some slack when Howard was going cold for a bit. Hawks played like a team though. J squared didn't choke surprisingly! I wanna see J-Smoove step it up though, he's one of my faves :D
Heat beat Sixers. Ehh, not too surprising. Sixers lack a true star player... Iggy just doesn't provide the offensive firepower that is needed. He does do everything else though (Y). Brand got dominated by Bosh... I'm not sure if it's the injuries, the age or just the plain fact that Bosh is a better player, as soft as he is. LeBrick shot like shit, hence the name. 4-14 I think it was... But of course, superstar treatment from the refs equals to a shit load of free throws... Hope the Sixers can cause an upset, although it doesn't seem very likely.
Mavs beat Blazers. Didn't really focus on this game too much. Not a big fan of either team. But a friend of mine told me that Dirk shot 13 free throws (his total in the game) in the 4th quarter ALONE? What the hell is up with that... I shall be supporting the Blazers in this series, LaMarcus Aldridge has earned my respect and so has Nicolas Batum and Wes Matthews. Not to mention the fact that you just can't not love Gerald Wallace :3
Big games tomorrow: Thunder vs Nuggets and Knicks vs Celtics. For the Thunder vs Nuggets series, I honestly couldn't care less who wins, because I love them both! I think OKC got this one though, but I'm never one to underestimate the underdog.
As for Knicks vs Celtics, go Knicks, only because of Amar'e :D. But I already hated the Celtics, so whatever. I'm not sure how this one will exactly go... Have the Knicks figured out a way to get STAT and Melo to work together? GAHHHHH. Hope Amar'e drops some big numbers, it's my birthday tomorrow and it would be an AMAZING present :D
Anyways, that's my thoughts so far, I shall be updating frequently. GO BULLS (and OKC or Nuggets for the West)
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